07 · for · LIFE

So, as I always begin my updates, i NEVER update this thing. except when nothing is going on in my life.

My semester ended, I had like a 3.25 or something like that...not bad, not great. All cuz I got a C+ in psych. That's great, considering it's my minor...lol. But I got 3 A's which is better than what I can say for the past year.

I didn't go back to CVS to work for the summer because they honestly had no hours. I finally found a job at Target that I start at next tuesday. In South Bay, not the one near Randolph. While I'm learning to appreciate Boston, I'm realizing I'm OVER life in Randolph. All it does is make me reminisce on a past I left behind. And then I see girls I graduated walking their babies around town. Not a good look.

My birthday came and went...and this year it was nothing special. Next year, on the other hand, is the big 21 so I will be celebrating and making up for this year lol.

I'm so happy to be a Junior in college...it's so weird it def flew by. 6 years left sounds so long because I think that its like me being a 6th grader anticipating graduating from high school lol. But at least I'm getting there...I'm still trying to enjoy undergrad life while it lasts. Especially when all my alumni friends remind me that the real world is not as exciting lol.

That's all for now I suppose...

FRENCH CLUB MOVIE NIGHT!!

Tuesday, Novemer 22 @ 3:00 in LH1

Admission is $5, we'll be watching The Longest Yard, and food will be provided

please come and support the french club!! =D

Last night was the absolute fucking SHIT!!

ok so sara picks me up cuz lauren's party was yesterday and the car was like me, sara, laurie, cleb, and paula. but i guess lauren and the others were at the mall so we went to bk real quick and i saw the guy whose forever at cvs lol but then we left and went to lauren's house and like eeeveryone was there. Ok ill give names even though nobody knows these people...it was the people in sara's car, then sammy, lauren, lena, mandosa (?), kyara, jeff, and marc. Then we all seperated cuz we werent allowed to stay at lauren's house or something? So Sara drove me, Cleb, and lena to brenna's house to pick her up, then we all met back at lauren's house. we couldnt stay though so we decided we would chill at the mall in the garage on like the 3rd floor or w.e? (random i kno)

soooo we had 3 drivers, sammy, laurie, and sara. i went with sara, cleb, lena, mandosa, and lauren, all squished in a little car. we got to the mall and then we were driving around the parking lot cuz we were looking for laurie and sammy's cars and then we see these boys and they almost hit us and lauren was like "WELL MAYBE IF YOU WERENT DRIVING LIKE A FUCKING MONKEY!!!" and then they started chasing us i was like ohhh shit but they were speeding like crazy and we finally found laurie's car and we were like we have to go cuz these boys are chasing us and i guess sammy and his little gorup had gone in the mall? but anyway the bootleg security came up cuz of the boys i think so sara drove off but i guess laurie's group stayed behind and the mall people were like you have to leave lol so we were like dam that sucks. we stopped in the garage though cuz sara's car was REALLY crowded cuz everyone like ran in there when the mall cops came so we could escape lol. so i went into laurie's car, so it was laurie, jeff, kyara, and marc, and omg it was sooo fucking funny they played that laffy taffy song and we were doing the wave haha sooo crazy, sara and sammy were like wtf behind us. then we stopped in the circuit city parking lot to kno where the hell we were going, and sammy said his random friend ryan who showed up was hungry so all like 30 of us went to bk and we were soooo fucking loud i really thought we were getting kicked out. and these boys from braintree high school were there and they were like high and drunk i was like wow lets leave before the cops come in and theres so drug bust

soo bryan left cuz his mom came and got him? and it was sooo funny cuz sammy like disappeared and jeff goesinto his car and starts driving off!! it was sooooooooo fucking funny. but anyway then i got a ride froms ammy and we all went back to lauren's house and then we all got out and walked to this park near their house, and we couldnt be loud cuz i guess people call the cops real quick on people? soo we were like there for a good minute and we started singing happy birthday all loud and we were like dam people could be calling the police so we went into this bigass field and somehow along the way marc, kyara, lena, and madosa disappeared and we were all by the bank like where the fuckdid they go and all of a sudden theyre running down the field like "OMG RUN SOMEONES CHASING US!" and everyone was like oh shit so we all just started running omg then they started laughing and i was like dam bitches lol cuz i really got scared, and sammy and cleb were like off that. so then we were like what should we do now so we corssed the street single file like good little kids =) then we went to sunset lake and omg it was craazy

so we were at sunset lake and taking sooo many pictures - the booty pictures, DUDE pictures, and then we made a pyramid on the stage thingie =) omg it looked so bad tho lol and my face was sooo priceless. but anyway we were there for a good minute then we went back to lauren's house and laurie and madosa had to go home so they left, and then sara and sammy drove us around. went with sammy, with kyara, lena, lauren and cleb.

ok so we pulled next to this car and their like blasting their rock music. and lena has this russian accent or w.e cuz she lived there i guess? but anyway she was like "HEY BOYS YOU KNO WHAT I DONT FUCKING LIKE ROCK MUSIC YOU SUUUUCK!" it was sooo funny you had to be there. then we went to like 7/11 cuz some guy lena knew was there? so we all bought drinks n shit then we were off that again, and then some guy called lena i guess and was like your a ho and dadada and i guess it was this 15 year odl kid and lena wanted to go to his house and fight him lol cuz we had sammy and hes like huuuge so hed really kick his ass. so we went by his house and lena was like "COME OUT FUCKING PUSSY BITCH I HATE WHITE BOYS WHO THINK THEIR FUCKING BLACK AND TOUGH!" it was sooo funny she was like going off and they never came out so we jus drove off

and then the best shit happened

we drove to sunset lake and we see a car parkedway down so we drove by then and put our lights on them to see if their like smoking weed or something and omg i swear to god the dude was like eating her out. it was soooo funny we jus started hysterically laughing. and then cleb got out and like knocked ont he window and ran back to the van and oh shit they were pissed. but we pulled over further down and called sara and were like you guys have to come down here these people are like fucking in their car so sara comes down with her little group and marc has his camera so cleb takes it and starts taking pictures!! omg sammy was off that but we looked back and cleb was taking pictures for like a MINUTE cuz i ghues the people were like stuck or something LMAO but then cleb started running so we got him and then drove off and dropped lena home, then we called sara and were like lets go to braintree high cuz theres always people doing crazy shit down there but theres was nobody there so we jus drove around the parking lot for like a minute, and by then it was like almost midnight sooo we had to get going home.

but that was like the craziest night eveeeer like every weekend should be like that. its so much fun being dumb lol

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2. I will then tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I will pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I will say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I will tell you my first memory of you.
6. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
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8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ.

public only so i can do it for the lj-deprived

Okay I didn't get everything and I wanna know what I have second semester...

1st - Honors French 4 w/ Mr. Ealden
2nd - AP US History + Government w/ Mrs. Alexander-Ellis
3rd - Humanities w/ Lellock
4th - English 3 Honors w/ Scoza
5th - Honors Chem w/ Emond
6th - Honors Algebra/Trig w/ Boyd
7th - Study w/ Fancher-Kelly

soo my double period of history is gonna be seond semester...no clu if the study's all year or just 1 semester, and I wanna kno what I lost. Hopefully law and justice, cuz i was looking forward to economics, but meh who knos.

But in a way my schedule IS kinda crazy so I guess it wouldn't be too bad having a study lol

Comment if we have any classes together!

I GOT A FUCKING JOB

AT CVS

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

IM SOOOOOOOOOO SO SO SO SO FUCKING HAPPYYYYYYYYY

AND DERICK GOT ONE TOO!

WE'RE GONNA BE WORKING BUDDIES

OH SHIIIIIIIIT

IM GOING SOOOOOO CRAZY

I FINALLY HAVE A JOOOOB!

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I
wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong

jus to let anyone kno who saw my last entry lol it's an inside joke and I'm not in any way homosexual =p So I better not go into school tomorro and have people thinking i'm gay or w.e. Just clearing up some shiatt

I'm gonna make my livejournal friends only now cuz it's kinda scary how people i never met before know like my whole life story...lol i didn't kno so many people read my shiatt. So yea after this all my entries are locked =)

okay ummm yea some stuff has kindasorta been pissing me off. I shouldn't let people bother me, but yea. One thing, I was definately not showing off in history. Just cause i studied and kno some of the shit doesn't mean you have to be rude to me. Aaand i wasn't showing off my grade either. I asked some people how they did because I wanted to kno if they improved cuz i know they wanted to, i didn't do it just so i could say i got a 100. of course everyone knew even though i tried to keep it kinda low so i wouldnt get bitched at. buut anyway. Oh yea, the stuff I wanna do in my future should be nobody's concern. I want to be a history teacher because i like history, and it happens to be because mr kaplan made it more interesting than usual and i've gotten more into it. It isn't because mr kaplan is a history teacher. Dumbasses =/

ANYWAY that was a big stress reliever. School today was good. Got a 115 on the bio quiz cause ms nash had to scale them, and an 81 on the test. Was happy, but ms nash was disgusted with the grades and stuff so yeeea. Geometry, i think i might have done okay on the test but i'm not sure anymore, uuuugh i hate that stupid class. and yea the rest of the day was okay, got a 100 for the term in history and a 93 for the term in Wellness so i was happy.

Last day of English and Wellness. Sooo since i'm bored i'll say my feelings about the classes =)

Wellness - sooo boring but ms kiley was pretty cool and she actually liked me and derick's little antics =) She could be the biggest bitch when she wanted to be though

English - suuuucha great class. I really liked ms lellock a lot...at first i thought she would be ditzy but she really is a great teacher. I know I've come so far, especially in my writing. She's a ton of fun too, I know I'll keep in touch with her for a while. Gonna miss her a lot =( But I have her for humanities and drama club so yay =D

Tomorrow is last day for thes rest of my classes, then wellness final which should be easy. Oh yea, and to a comment made to me earlier, I DO have a life besides school, unlike some people who have no friends and just sit at home studying all day. But w.e i need to stop worrying about people who don't know what they're talking about. Leave one =)

im so gheto like that.

today was actually really great. geometry test...i dunno how i did. hopefully a B? Most of the classes we went over stuff for finals...jeapordy in lellock's was fun lol. We lost though =/ stupid adam's group won, haha. Turned in gym stuff today, so sad. No more gym for the rest of my life =( Anyway ummm looked at my schedule at lunch and everythings perfect so yay.

After school, saw Adrienne and was happy so i wandered with her and teachers signed her yearbook and stuffs. lol i am not a stalker with e-mail addresses =p then ade left, saw maureen so hung around with her for a while til International Night. loootsa good chinese food. and nice music too. saw a ton of people, had fun, lol scaring brina and danielle in the hallways. ohhh god i've never seen the hallways so dark before. and me and maureen getting "kicked out" by delvecchio lmao. losah.

but yeea derick came while i was scaring people and left so it took like forever for me him and sara to finally get together but it worked out. Went to BK in dedham then krispy kreeemes. haha so many moments, the tomatoes and the wheely chair we wanted to steal. stupid shit wouldn't fit in the trunk >=(]

Went to Sara's house after. haha ltitle christina is so cute. "1 2 step" "You dont know me" lol shes a g. tried to watch a movie but HA that failed. amanda walked in on something interesting lol. theen i was off cuz derick had to be home.

Yeea finals start wednesday. Still gotta study for stuff and still need some of the terms for history =/ i wish he had extra help today but he had kids taking tests and crap which sucked.

still have to finish health services project. i'll hook it up tomorrow and get an A+ cuz you knooo

ok i guess ill try and get crap done, leave one

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aww that's nice. too bad i don't have a special someone =/ haha i'll find someone someday

yesterday i actually got to do stuff with derick and sara so that was gooood. went to the mall, me and derick filled out applications at The Children's Place, Wilson's Leather (or Wilsen? who knos...), and Build a Bear =) We sorta have advantages cuz we're boys and all the people were like "aww we never get guys to work here!" and all that. the people at Children's Place LOVED me and Derick so we have a good shot at getting a job there. I'll look like sucha pedophile but who cares.

Walked around the mall for a while...food court was fun haha showed Sara and Laurie my sophomore night pics, Sara and her little thing about pointy french fries, and of course the dangly onion ring, ewww. nasties. and my scavangerness, great times. then we just walked around for a while, went to cinnabon place then laurie drove us to Sara's house. some good times there, Sara showed off her new fan and ghetto air conditioner lol. that thing was forcin it. had some fun, relaxed a bit, then had to go home. gonna hang out today?

still gotta finish my bio tests due tomorrow =/ ms nash is sucha slave driver and this is level 2. but w.e i chose to do honors so i guess im stuck lol. gotta study for geometry test tomorow too =/ i hate how teachers give tests just 1-2 days before finals. I remember last year fuckin mr macvane gave us a test the day before finals. haaaated that class.

anyway im off, need to get work done and hopefully go out =p leave one!

Sooo much to do

Got the RIGHT pics from sophomore ngiht today, lol. They all look great...I love spending time with my fav sophomores =) And I was the only white boy lmao.

Anyone who wants me to e-mail them the Places and People to kno for history final jus tell me, i typed it up for some friends so i might as well send it to everyone lol. Just excuse the shitty grammar =p

Today I had to go to some art show thing at the church but I only stayed for like .5 seconds cause Zelmia had left i guess lol. But I helped paint the labyrinth thing...and ooooomg there was the CREEPIEST guy who came to me

scaryrapistweirdodude: So this is a congregational church?
Me: ummm i guess
duude: thats nice...i used to be congregational...*dazes off*

I swear to god he was high. And in front of a church. SHAME >=( But yea it was funny and weird and he just stood there for the longest time and I was scurred. And I really can't paint without getting half a bottle on me.

Derick gets off punishment Monday so like allll next week me derick and sara will hang out. I'm getting out early nearly every day, and really early thursday cuz no health final =)

Speaking of health final...craaap gotta try and finish it this weekend. Need to talk to joelle about getting our grocery list added up. well im off need to study and crap, leave one!

okay so first sophomore night...a TON OF FUN!

I really liked it. Sabianca is sooo crazy i swear lol. anyone who was there knos what i mean. Dancing was fun, music, they needed to decided on what to play! lol. food was good, gotta love it. Games were fun too, musical chairs was crazy but both brina and i were defeated =( Limbo was good too, I really can't do it lol. too tall for that.

The only badpart was when we were playing some sexual game and they had liek 20 kids locked out and we had to go in one by one and when there were like 6 of us left they ended the game and it felt like suuucha waste of time. But after that was fun, more musical chairs and etc. etc.

Took a tooon of pictures but I switched cameras with someone by accident! I didn't even realize it happened until I got the pics and most of them weren't mine lol. was sooo mad but i got my camera back and as we speak my pics are being developed

Guess who got a perfect on his dating page exam? yuuup i realyl love that claaaass. was weird for some reason after school and wasn't sure if i could handle ap but kaps says he knos i can do it so ill take his word for it, lol.

nobody wants to call me about jobs dammit =( I really want a call soon but I don't see it happening anymore. I'll try some more places but I want a job by the end of the summer dermit.

Biology test today...stuuupid. i think i did okay, I really hope I got a B. haate biology. geometry test monday, sooo much fun. ms nash didnt even show up today and that pisses me off we always have tests and she takes the day off. losah.

After school hung out with chelsie like whoa. some good times, saw some random people i never saw before in my life. then a ton of people came like tim and lindsey and all them. had some fun but yeea left at like 530

gonna have some fun over the weekend but at the same time i gotta study for finals. sophomore year is really gonna be over =(

lol derick...anyway

Last night was the meeting but nothing was accomplished. Like, all that happened was audience members acted like smartasses. Sooo fucking rude. And I thought we were bad, but those people need to learn respect. I guess adults really do feel they can say whatever they want. But yea it was wicked immature, or sophomoric, lol. And I felt like I wasted my time because...it was just pointless. And only like 3 high school kids showed up =/

School was good today. Bio got some homeworks back...oh shit test tomorrow! aaaah i really forgot. I guess I gotta study, poo =/

Dating page exam I think I aced...like I really studied hard and I def knew everything. Sooo happy it's done with. I'll miss the dates lol, I'm such a nerd but I liked them. I think I'm the only one who sees importance in remembering 170 dates =)

Mr Ealdon is getting married! haha i was so happy for him. we saw him shopping for rings online =)

Let's see...nothing else really. Extra help with Kaps went good, got all the people to know. I'm not terribly worried about the final, i'm really gonna miss that class though. like, there's no way I would have gotten so into history if it wasn't for kaps because i know mr kachinski definately did not motivate me. even though mr kachinski's midyear/final were def easier then anything kaps will put out lol.

Sophomore night tonight, it's gonna be a lot of fun! EVERYONE BETTER GO! Cuz i know some kids who are going and yea i def want my friends to be there. I realyl really dislike some people so yea we dont need any drama okaaay =)

leave one!

Today was wicked good, until like 10 minutes uz my parents are confusing? Anyway

umm not much about school...History did course selections and i signed up for all my stuff, I'm just worried that the schedules will get screwed up and either economics, humanities, or law will get sacrificed =/ Which prolly will but hey wishful thinking. Got an 88 on my research paper for english, so happy =) Even though all the comments on the paper were bad lol. Saw ms emond after school, she put me in honors chem so i was wicked happy. She doesn't seem that bad at all, she's wicked nice and she looks sorta like the lady from the Indredibles lol. Sooo yea next year is two sophomore classes but if Pam or someone is in my classes then it'll lessen the pain lol.

Extra help with Kaps went good, we learned all the Places to Know, yuuup. I'm like really gonna be set for this exam, but I can't eblieve there's only like 4 or 5 classes left. I'm gonna miss 10th grade so much especially Kaps and Lellock. I dunno what I'd do without those two teachers, but I'm glad I'm pretty much guaranteed to have them again if I get in Law and Humanities.

Sooo sophomore years almost over...we're gonna be upperclassmen guys =) Next years jus gonna be a lot of work...all honors classes and an ap. I'm up for the challenge lol =D Leave one...oh yea middle school thing tonight. I can't go cuz my parents want to go to my brothers elementary badn concert which is so much more important than protesting the budget cuts =/

Guess who's in AP History next year =D Meee I was so happy when Kaps told me after school.

Biology quiz was easy but I dunno how I did on one question cause it was like...name all the substances involved with translation and transcription and there's like a thousand things so yeeea. Geometry mrs hahn was in another bitchy mood but not as bad as yesterday. We have a test on area on like...Monday. Poo =/ I hope I do really good tho. Health Services, we went to the nice, cool daycare and we went over our checkbooks and stuff. Easy shit, the final I'm gonna do so good on. History we did our presentations on people we recommend for an honor, I did Adrienne and I was happy cuz mine was the longest one lol. But yea Ade you deserved it =D French was test, I got an 80 cuz Ealden told me like all the answers lol. Honors frenhc next yurr, so happy. Lunch was okay, had some chats and it was cool. Wellness we went over more STDs so much fun. Got an 83 on the test, thought I did better but I got a 97 on the last one so it's no big deal. English, ms lellock had her hair hooked up. lol first thing i thoguht when i saw her was danielle =p Then we went over stuff for the finals, really doesn't seem bad at all. Made questions for our game of jeapordy, lol me and my tiny little cards. I can;t fold paper and divide it into 18 pieces lol.

Thanks again Sara for hookin a brutha up with clothes yo =) They're haaaawt.

And it was actually cold today after school! Wicked happy. Thats all, time to do the last history hw for the year ;_; byeee leave 1

GRRR Fuck stuco. Seriously. I didn't even get rep, and I saw people's names that i KNOW came out of popularity cause they wont do SHIT for the school at all. 07 really is going to hell, along with the rest of the school. I really don't give a crap anymore, like I won't earn my way on or anything because if my class just wants to vote for their friends and not even consider who will make a difference then I'm not gonna give a shit about them either. If junior year sucks, which it will, then it's nobodys fault but those kids who wanted to pick their friends. I know I sound wicked conceited but i KNOW I was gonan work hard this year so I could redeem myself from freshman year. I really wish Boyd had let the reps go up and talk because it really did make it a popularity contest.

Anyway. Just more time for drama =)

Biology quiz tomorrow, test thursday. Easy stuff. Geometry mrs hahn was in a wicked bitchy mood and she like doesn't help us cause it's too hot. Wtf? What kind of teacher is she...of course it's gonna be hot but you can't just not do your job because it's hot. Biiitch. Health I got my quiz back, 93 =) I got an A for the term I think...yay. History he talked to us about stuff, says he'll talk to us about AP tomorrow. We talked about some people and crap...yeea you know. French, found out I'm in honors next year =) Sooo hot in that room. Cyrano test tomorrow, boo. Lunch had some fun times...uuugh who cares about he rest of the day lol.

Going to mall later about jobs since nobody called yet but it's only been like two days lol. But yeeea sara wants to hook a brutha up like you kno.

offf to do crap. Oh yeah, Wellness test was wicked easy =) And I have the dates down =)

Oh yeah, I got a 79 on my geometry test >=( I never win in that class lol. okay well im off...fuck stuco...byes =)